Dec 152012
 

Steve HoferSteve Hoefer is an inventor, writer, and design engineer. For nearly twenty years he’s worked as a freelance problem solver, doing 3D animation and visualization, designing video games, and prototyping new products. His inventions – which include a secret knock detecting door lock and a force-feedback distance-sensing glove – have been featured internationally on TV and in technology and design magazines.

More recently he’s been active in the burgeoning Maker Movement, writing for Make magazine, running workshops at various Hacker/Makerspaces, and regularly sharing how-tos on his blog.

Dizzy Robot project- featured in Make | Weekend Project
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When did you start working for yourself?
My senior year of high school I really wanted to be a fiction writer. I started sending out sending out manuscripts and did have some encouraging success, including a radioplay. It quickly became clear that even a very successful fiction writer has trouble paying the bills. Fortunately I also had a passion for technology and even though I would still try to sell fiction from time to time, my programming and design skills were much more in demand.

Somewhat ironically, 20 years later I’m now getting paid more than ever to write, non-fiction this time, so you never know what skills will be useful.

What did you do for work when you were an employee?
At the beginning of 1996 a friend called from San Francisco. He’d moved there about 6-months earlier and was building some of the first corporate web sites. He convinced me to move out there and give it a shot. At the time there were no courses in web design, but at the same time it wasn’t a terribly deep subject, so I spent my spare time learning the basics of web programming, Photoshop, and design. I threw together a portfolio of web sites for fictional products and companies, and before long got a job offer from a tiny start-up with big dreams. As one of only four employees I was the senior programmer, junior designer, secretary, janitor, security, etc, etc. The company folded within a year, and that was my first and last professional job.

Why did you stop working for other people?
I don’t think I ever wanted to work for others. I was raised on a family farm, which is a pretty high-stakes small business. There is huge capital investment and even everything goes well you only get paid once or twice a year. You can’t control the weather, but you’re responsible for everything else. When things needed to be done you did them. If you didn’t know how, you figured it out. That’s the kind of environment that formed my idea of what “work” was: Lots of effort paired with lots of personal responsibility.

When I got into the professional world I found there was a lot of labor but it wasn’t correlated with responsibility or reward, at least not for a college drop-out who was working in the exciting new field of the World Wide Web. Despite being one of 4 employees at the company I had no say in how it was run. Taking the initiative was discouraged and while blame was readily passed down to me, credit rarely was. When I worked as a freelancer, most of these things disappeared. My opinions were immediately much more valuable. If I did more work I got more pay. When I did good work I got the credit, and I was rarely blamed for things that weren’t my fault. If a client was deeply unpleasant to work with, I had the option of getting rid of them.

And I like to sleep in. That’s not a joke, it’s a pretty significant motivator. If I don’t sleep well my work and social life suffers. Arranging my life so I don’t have to wake up with an alarm more than a few times a year has made a huge improvement in my quality of life. If I get less than a solid 8 hours sleep it’s because I’m so excited about something that I can’t sleep.

What does your company do?
It’s a pretty diverse stew at the moment. Right now I do device design, hardware prototyping, software design. I also produce how-to articles and videos for various people.

A growing focus is moving from DBA to a full-fledged company that will directly produce and sell some of my inventions and creative projects. I hope to launch sometime in 2013.

Secret Knock Gumball Machine featured in Make magazine
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Project: Haptic Glove
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How much money did you have saved up before you went on your own?
Nothing.

Sophi: !!!!!

Steve: The company I was working for essentially closed, leaving me without a job. The owner of the company held on to one paying client, so I was brought back as a freelancer (at a much higher rate) to take care of them. And I had seen the writing on the wall much earlier and had been soliciting freelance work before then. At that time web design companies were pretty dynamic, lots of people moving between jobs. Knowing several people at a few companies turned into knowing people at lots of different companies, which fed me a lot of work for a number of years. Even now, 16 years later, I can trace the lineage of a few clients back to people I met at that time.

Do you make more or less money than when you were an employee? And…do you care either way?
It depends. When things are good I live pretty well. A good, long-term project let me live, for the most part in Tokyo and Taipei for a couple of years. When things are not as good, it’s amazing how little you can live on. If I’m doing work that I’m excited about then I care less about the money.

In my experience, if you’re getting paid what you’re worth as a freelancer and you have steady work, you get paid much more than a comparable salaried employee, even accounting for the extra taxes and expenses.

When you stopped working for other people describe how you felt.
Although I didn’t work for others very long, it was still a huge relief. The company I was working for was a stress nightmare full of blame and desperation as it slid to insolvency.

It’s hard to compare that office experience to the first morning that I could sleep as long as I wanted then commute a few steps from my bed to my computer.

That’s not to say there aren’t scary times. There are certainly the “Oh shit, I’ll never work again!” thoughts. There are brief moments where I wish for the stability of a reliable paycheck and having someone else make the decisions for a change. But I look at what I’d have to give up for that to happen and the feelings fade pretty quickly.

Do you love what you do or do you just love working for yourself?
Both. Since I sent those first manuscripts out when I was 16, my freelance career has evolved to chase the things I love doing and the people I love working with. Not all my work is naturally inspiring, but taking pride in a craft and doing a good job for an appreciative client is a satisfying reward.

Do you consider yourself financially stable or not?
Not right now, but it comes and goes. My income can be incredibly variable. A month can bring in 5-figures of income or none at all.

Good clients can make all the difference, and retainer agreements are well worth seeking out. For a few years I had a regular client who couldn’t afford to pay more but wanted to do what she could to keep me happy. She ended up essentially putting me on payroll, which meant both a stable paycheck and taking care of a large part of my taxes. I was happy to exchange that for a small cut in pay.

Do you have health insurance and if so, who pays for it?
I have high deductible but comprehensive coverage that I pay out of my own pocket. It’s essentially emergency coverage and costs $110 a month. I have a savings account that I use for regular doctor and dental, though the amount in it fluctuates, usually less than it should be.

Years ago I was without insurance and had to have a kidney stone removed. All told it cost around $20K, and that’s just for diagnosis and an out-patient procedure. Even though I was making good money at the time it was still a real burden. I’m a healthy guy, but having some kind of safety net, even a high-deductible plan, is important. Through no fault of your own one accident can pretty much destroy you financially regardless of how much money you’re making.

How do you look for new business? If you are lucky enough to subsist on word of mouth, please give some advice to those who have not yet reached that!
I don’t actively look for work from new clients much at the moment. It’s good to occasionally ping existing clients to keep on their radar. Don’t just hit them up for work, try to personalize it as much as possible. Swing by their office in person if it’s reasonable. People rarely complain if you bring food or drink for the office. If I have to do it electronically I try to make it interesting, an invitation to an industry event, a notice of some research that’s in their line of work, etc. And make sure they know it’s coming to them personally, not a mailing list.

Don’t be afraid to share and talk about your work. I share the best of my independent projects on my blog. It’s not only a constantly updated portfolio but shows people how you communicate and what your strengths are.

Having a circle of references and regular clients is the sweet-spot for a freelancer. But you don’t get there easily or overnight. Having a good reputation is the most important thing for a freelancer. That means you meet your deadlines and are pleasant to work with. Those two simple things can often up for a lack of talent, and people will be happy to refer you to others. You don’t need to have the best technical skills in your field but you need to be reliable. Apply the Scotty Principle heavily with clients. (Under promise, Over deliver) Don’t be afraid to take blame.

Most everyone hates networking but go out and find your boundaries and the things you’re more comfortable doing. Forcing yourself to do the kinds of networking you hate is usually a waste of time. Find out how your industry networks because different industries network differently. For me Twitter, Google Plus, and Maker Faires have been the best ways to connect with people (I think that’s now we first met, Sophi!). Get to know as many people as possible at your client companies, at all levels. Most businesses look for internal recommendations before they submit jobs externally, so even the guy who answers the phone can get you work. And when people change jobs they’ll often bring your reference with them to the new company.

Don’t be afraid to cold-call (or email) that dream company you’d like to work for. Realistically you won’t get many hits, but sometimes your stars will align and you’ll be the right person at the right place.

Do you get emotional support for what you’re doing, or are people dismissive, asking when you’ll get a “real job”?
Fortunately, after so many years, people have generally stopped asking when I’m going to get a “real” job. One comment I still have a hard time dealing with is along the lines of “You’re so lucky!” It really sets my teeth on edge, as if I didn’t get here through hard work and conscious decisions.

Do people around you tell you that they wish they could do it too?
The other comment I still have trouble with is “I wish I could do that.” I’ve decided that’s because often it comes from a place of jealousy, not honest ambition. I reply “You can do it! It does take courage and work, but if you want it, you can have it. Let me help you!”. The response to that is often a long list of excuses, most of which are merely that – excuses. Of course sometimes the interest is genuine, as is my offer of help, so I try not to be jaded about it, but it takes some effort to separate the two.

It’s incredibly valuable to have someone to talk to who understands what it’s like working for yourself. Fortunately I have a good friend who started out on his own about the same time as I did. Talking with someone who understands what your life is like and who you can confide in and celebrate with is a life saver. Especially on a Tuesday afternoon when everyone else is at work. It can be difficult to hang out with the 9 to 5 crowd because the stuff they talk about about (office politics, etc) rarely resonates with someone who works for themselves.

Are you happy in your work life or do you wish you could change things?
Even on the worst day I’m happier than I would be if I was working at a salaried, 9 to 5 job.

Check out this link to Steve Hoefer’s website: http://grathio.com
Follow Steve on Twitter @grathio

 Posted by at 6:19 pm
Dec 022012
 

This is Robin. He is 29 years old and after leaving his job in banking several years ago, began working on two start-ups in the hope that one would take off. While launching these companies, he spent the first year sleeping on families’ couch in NYC, paying in kind rent via chores/dog walking, and watching his bank account dwindle. After a lot of hustle, up’s, downs, twists, turns, and good luck, both companies have launched successfully — he is now COO of BlueStamp Engineering (summer engineering program for HS students) and CEO of Alzeca Bio (Alzheimer’s diagnostic technologies).

What kind of work did you do prior to launching your two start-ups?
Banking, Venture Capital, a start-up that kinda worked, and a start-up that died a slow death.

How long ago did you leave?
December 2009

What pushed you to stop working for other people?
I’ve been blessed to have great bosses all the way through — they were ambitious, hard working, passionate, and caring people. I have great respect and admiration for them.

However, I wanted to work on the things that I was truly passionate about. I have always believed that if I worked on things I enjoyed, then I would be good at them. And if I was good at something, success and fulfillment were inevitable.

Can you tell us about your two companies?
Along with one of my closest friends, I operate a summer engineering program, BlueStamp Engineering, during the summer.

Sophi’s note: I visited Blue Stamp Engineering in NYC this past summer. The students choose a project and spend the session finishing it. I was blown away by the types of projects these students were doing- Geiger counters, wireless communication, coding, electronics. 

Robin: The second company and where the majority of my time is spent is Alzeca Bio, where we are developing novel diagnostic technologies for the early detection of Alzheimer’s Disease. About 2-3 times/year I go to DC and sit on review panels for the government, where we decide which companies should received grant money from the government’s SBIR program.

What was your first business?
When I was 7 years old, my sister had a paper route. It was a unique partnership: The work was split 50/50 but somehow her revenue piece was 4x mine. She said that my real earnings were immeasurable because she was forgiving the normal fee for hanging out with her. I went home and told my mom I was planning to file for divorce from my sister. I thought this was quite the ingenious plan…until my sister signed with no hesitation and deducted the legal fees from my next month’s wages.

However, there was a deeper lesson here that I was learning and has become even more true today. I believe that work as an entrepreneur follows a bell curve. In the beginning, where you are most likely to give up/fail, You put in so much work and get so few results – this is when most people quit and say things like “it just didn’t work”.

However, I believe that real entrepreneurs embrace this period differently — they take the feedback and they fine tune, they push through. I am not deeply spiritual, but I do believe you have to show the world you are willing to fight for your idea. I think about it this way: If I’m working on something that will improve education, health, or whatever field, then why wouldn’t the world want me to be successful?

Somewhere in the middle of the bell curve, it seems that effort begins to equal results. Finally, towards the end, it seems you put in much less (or perhaps are just more efficient), but the results seem to outweigh the effort.

Sophi: Yes, the beginning part can take much longer than you have the resources to keep going. It’s pretty important to wean yourself off of sushi lunches and similar before you get started.

Robin: Similarly, as an employee in my sister’s paper route business, I was gaining experience. 3 years later we moved to a new neighborhood and I got wind that the neighborhood needed a new paperboy/girl. One day after school, a herd of ten year-olds ran over to the departing paper boy’s house (apparently he was moving up to a bigger neighborhood) and stood in a line while the regional newspaper delivery director walked up and down trying to figure out how to tactfully break the hearts of all but one of us.

Recognizing this, I stepped forward and said, “Excuse me, I have experience”. “What do you mean?”, the director said. “Well, in my old neighborhood, I was an assistant paper boy to my sister”. And the job was mine!

I was 10 years old and I had my paper route! By the time I was 11, I had leveraged my paper route customers into lawnmowing customers during the summer, and shoveled their driveways during the winter. I was aware that I was earning money but quite frankly my only metric of success was that one driveway shoveled = 33% of a Sega game.

By the time I was 16, I quit the paperboy/lawnmowing/snowshoveling business to sell high end cutlery. I will tell you that convincing people to let you into their house to sell them overpriced cutlery is a lot easier when you’ve already pulled their weeds 😉

How much money did you have saved up before you went on your own?
$30K, but it felt more like $3K.

Do you make more or less money do you make than you did as an employee?
A little more now.

When you stopped working for other people, describe how you felt.
I constantly had dreams of my old workplace…like I was still there and earning money. It’s amazing how much you take for granted…the $4 lattes, buying a round of drinks for your friends, feeling guilty every time you spend money on something that isn’t a necessity.

I remember trying to answer people when they asked what I did. I couldn’t really explain it. I thought people thought I was a total loser. Perhaps they did, but I made it so much worse on myself than I had to.

In my mind I kept thinking of my old work as the “good ol’ times” even though it wasn’t. When you’re at work, you often think about how much you hate it, but then when you’re not there, you simply miss the dignity that comes with having work. There’s an amazing emptiness when you think about how your friends are at work, earning a good salary, and you are left to an empty apartment, sitting there in your sweat pants trying to make some dream happen. It’s so easy to psyche yourself out, to get depressed, to fall into a lull. I noticed my voice was lacking confidence and volume…I just didn’t feel like a worthwhile person.

Are you passionate about what you do?
I love it. I thoroughly enjoy my work. I feel blessed and I am very grateful for the opportunity. There were dark days, but it was so worth it. I used to start thinking about the weekend by Tuesday. Now I spend part of the weekend working and somehow I don’t mind. I used to dread Sunday because of the impending Monday. Now all the days kind of run together and its quite enjoyable 😉

Sophi: YES! I’m having the same experience. I’m in the beginning, so I’m working ALL weekend, all the days are the same and I love it.

How are you supporting yourself financially? 
Both companies pay…perhaps not as much as I could be making but the satisfaction easily makes up for it.

Do you consider yourself financially stable or not?
Yes.

Do you have health insurance and if so, who pays for it?
Yes, the company contributes.

How much time do you spend looking for new work?
Zero. I have found the grass can always be greener if you want it to be. At this point, I want to spend all of my time making the current companies as great as they can possibly be.

Do others support you emotionally or are they always asking you to get a “real” job?
My family and friends have been and are incredibly supportive. In retrospect I don’t know how my sis/bro in law tolerated me on their couch for so long coupled with my extreme early morning exercise habits. I can’t imagine what my mom was thinking when I was hopping from bus to bus trying to get these companies moving.

The only thing my family ever said was “If you exercise less, you’ll eat less. Please stop eating so much.”

I never discussed finances with my friends but they must have known. I have the kindest and most generous friends a guy could ask for. The last thing I wanted to do was sit in the apartment by myself and work all day. Going out with them was a daily tonic.

Do you continually need to explain why you’re doing what you do?
When I was in NYC, I had to explain this constantly. Everyone kept asking me about money, money, money. However, in a start-up rich community like San Francisco, its 180 degrees different. It’s almost like if you’re not in a start-up, that somehow makes you the unusual one. People here truly admire you for your courage and your desire to affect some kind of change. That seems to hold more weight than the numbers on your paycheck.

As for people wishing they could it too…I can only answer in two phases. When we were starting out, no one wished they could do it too. Justifiably so, people are naturally risk averse. However, after launching and having some initial success, it seems like a lot more people want to come aboard 😉

Do you wish you could change things in your work life or are you happy with the way things are?
I think as an entrepreneur, there are always things you want to change – that’s why you become and entrepreneur.

However, what I’ve been working to find recently is a cruising altitude in a chaotic sky.
To focus on one thing at a time and to do it well.

To have faith in the world and just believe that if I’m trying to do good and if I am determined, then doors will open. It won’t ever be fast or easy, but nor should it be. I’m willing to bet the things we love most in our lives are the things that we had to struggle the most to get.

So to answer the question, yes, I am happy, and yes, there are still a lot of things I wish I could change. However, the difference is that now, after all of the trials and tribulations of the past few years, I know that I have the ability to change anything I don’t like with enough creativity and persistence.

Sophi: That was a very inspiring interview. Thanks for sharing so much of your experience and being so honest. I’ve posted a couple of links so that readers can learn more about your projects.

Link to learn more about the Bluestamp Engineering team

Link to what some of the Bluestamp Engineering Students worked on

Watch Robin’s fascinating TEDx talk here:

And finally, a link to his company Alzeca Biosciences

 Posted by at 2:38 pm
Oct 282012
 

This is Mitch Altman. He is 55 years old and has been manufacturing and selling TV-B-Gone universal remote controls (a project he invented and loves – it’s a keychain that turns off TVs in public places) for 9 years. He used to do consulting as an electrical engineer for small companies and does not have a day job.  He also travels the world teaching anyone and everyone how to solder and make cool things with electronics.

What did you do for work the last time you worked for other people?
For most of my adult life I was a consultant as an electrical engineer. Usually helping small companies with microcontroller projects (virtual reality, computer games, voice recognition, small disk drives, . . .).
I made the mistake three times in my life of being a full-time employee.

How long ago did you leave your last job?
I quit my last consulting gig in 2003. I saved up enough money to live a year without income, and made a conscious decision to use that year to do only what I love. I had no idea how I would make money, but I assumed that there had to be some ways to make a living doing what I love. So, I focused on what I loved (and not the money). I did lots of volunteer work/play. And I did projects that I had only thought about for years, ’cause while I was doing electronics for work, I didn’t have much electronics energy to apply to my projects for play at home. The TV-B-Gone universal remote control was one of those projects. And it was the one that really got on a roll. And it took over my life! And I loved it! And when it turned out that all my friends, and most of their friends, and many of the friends of friends, wanted a TV-B-Gone remote control, I decided to make a bunch. And I sold 20,000 in the first few weeks of sales. And I’ve been making a living doing what I love ever since.

How did you start doing only what you love?
Consulting was a nice way to make money. But I didn’t love it. And it took a lot out of me while I was working. Fortunately, I only worked about 3 months each year, since consulting paid well, and my living expenses are quite low. But, still, I didn’t love it, and it took a lot out of me while I worked, and it took me about 2 months to really start to love life again, and find a groove again, after finishing each consulting project. After about 17 years of consulting, I was driven to find ways of making a living doing what I love — and this is why I did that experiment with myself: to take a year to only do what I love, and see what happens. The results were spectacular!

Tell us about the different things you do to make a living:
The only way I’ve made money since 2004 is manufacturing and selling TV-B-Gone universal remote controls (and TV-B-Gone Pro, and TV-B-Gone kits). Well, occasionally I make a little bit of money writing, too. I spend a lot of time teaching people how to solder and how to make cool things with electronics — but I only break even doing this. I only do it because I love it! And I get to travel the world, visiting and helping hackerspaces as a result.

Sophi’s note: Mitch Altman is one of the co-founders of Noisebridge, a large and active hacker space located in San-Francisco.

What’s a Hackerspace?

How did you get started in your own business?
When TV-B-Gone became (literally) an overnight success, I suddenly had to create a company to make enough TV-B-Gone remotes to keep up with demand. I had little idea what I was doing, but I’d learned enough watching what worked and what did not work at all of the small companies I consulted for – so I’ve done OK enough at running my own business.

How much money did you have saved up before you went on your own?
I saved up $40,000 so that I could live a year without needing to make any income, so I could concentrate on only doing what I loved (unless any work might come along that I loved – but it didn’t).

How much more or less money do you make than you did as an employee?
As a consultant I made a lot more $ per hour than I do now. Well, actually, I can’t tell how much I make an hour now, since I have no idea how many hours a day I work. Since I do what I love, I am either working all of the time, without a break ever. Or, I am never working ever. If I’m working all the time, then I’m making about 50 cents an hour. If I’m never working, then I’m making an infinite amount an hour. But, in any case, I make enough to live my life (and my lifestyle is very inexpensive).

Sophi’s note: This just about sums up the money breakdown of working for yourself when you love the work so much that there is no other choice.

How does it feel to stop working for other people?
It is really scary to quit a job. We are very well trained to worry about money. And we are often trained to identify with the jobs we do. Quitting meant suddenly having some of my identity taken away! And making a conscious choice to stop accepting work that I didn’t love meant that I probably would not accept any work. How would I possibly find a way to make a living? I somehow knew that there must be some ways to make a living doing what I loved. And after so many years of living with depression and anxiety over my life’s energies being drained by work I did not love, I was fine living with whatever fears and anxieties I experienced while having no clue how I’d ever make a living again.

Yet somehow, deep inside of me, I knew that I would find some way(s) to make a living in doing what I love. I knew I really did not want to go back to depleting myself working on projects that were just OK, and only doing them because they paid me. And while doing more and more of what I loved, the fears, worries, and anxieties started to diminish. And joy of life began to increase. These were clues that I was doing the right thing. That felt really nice!

Are you passionate about what you do?
Fuck yeah!

How do you support yourself financially? Specifically what kind of work pays the bills?
Manufacturing and selling TV-B-Gone remote controls is the only real way I’ve made money since 2004.

Do you consider yourself financially stable or not?
There are no guarantees in life. For the last 8 years I’ve made enough money from TV-B-Gone remote controls to pay for my life. It is still scary every time I pay a huge amount of money for manufacturing the next batch of manufacturing. I can’t help but wonder, “Will people buy all of these new TV-B-Gone remotes?” But, so far, they always run low, and I need to make the next batch. It seems very stable. Even with economic down times, the amount of sales remains more or less constant each year.

Do you have health insurance and if so, what kind?
I have catastrophic health insurance. I’m not the kind of person who goes to the doctor when I have a cold or the flu. Paying for insurance that covers everything is incredibly expensive. I pay $168 per month for my high-deductible insurance that will cover hospital stays for anything that might happen health-wise. The amount I save on monthly premiums would more than pay for any deductible I’d have to pay if I had to go to the hospital.

How much time do you spend looking for new business?
I do not look for new business. Through word of mouth (and media), people find out about TV-B-Gone, and enough people keep buying them to keep me manufacturing and selling more.

Are the people around you supportive or dismissive?
I would not hang out with people who are not supportive. So, all of my friends are supportive. And I’m lucky enough to have had parents and brothers who are supportive (since we can’t choose our family – we can only choose how much we hang out with them).

Do you continually need to explain why you’re doing what you do?
One of the things I do as I go around the world giving workshops, and giving talks, is to tell my story, and ask people to consider what their lives might be like if they did less of what they knew they didn’t like, and made time to explore what they might love.

Sophi’s note: I saw Mitch give a talk at the Open Hardware Summit in 2011- entertaining and inspiring!

Mitch: I also give people permission to contact me if they ever find themselves wanting to be convinced to quit a job they don’t love.

Sophi’s note: He really means this! I’ve heard him offer this to people!

So, in this respect, I find myself continually explaining why I do what I do – I find it helps people, and I love helping people any way I can help. And I often find myself surrounded by people telling me they wished they could make a living doing what they love. And, of course, I tell them that they can! It’s scary, sure — but if you don’t make time to explore and do what you love, you won’t be doing what you love! Is it worth facing the fears? It’s up to you.

Are you happy in your work life or do you wish you could change things?
No matter where you are in life, there is always room for improvement. I’m always wanting to improve my life, and the lives of those around me. So, I try to be conscious of the choices I make, and choose to learn from the consequences of my choices. And then I make new choices based on what I’ve learned. And this process gives my life meaning. And through the inevitable ups and downs of life, I find that overall, my life improves each year. So, yes, I am happy in my work and my life, and I’m always striving to change things for the better.

Link to Mitch Altman’s Wikipedia page
Link to TV B Gone

Contact him if you ever need to be talked into quitting your job and doing what you love:
mitch at CornfieldElectronics dot com

 Posted by at 4:50 pm
Oct 082012
 

This is Kerron Manwaring. Kerron started Silent Knight Systems LLC after being unemployed in 2011.  He is currently a fulltime Test Engineer as well as being the owner/ iPhoneDeveloper at Silent Knight.
Kerron has many different interests, DJing, electronics, hobby robotics, automotive performance – plus he attends graduate school at Fairleigh Dickenson University for Computer Engineering.

What do you do for work right now?
Test Engineer at a big company.

Tell us a little about your side business?
My company is Silent Knight Systems LLC, I started it up when I was unemployed. I develop & sell iPhone apps on the app store. The mobile app business is very empowering, because it only costs time for development and the customers have easy access to my apps worldwide 24/7 with no limit how much can be sold.

My app descriptions are translated in all the native languages that iTunes allows which makes it even easier for international customers understand the app’s features.

Silent Knight Systems also focuses on prototype development and Engineering consulting.

What is the ideal structure for your business?
I want to keep my business online because I want to have a global reach. Locally I want to have a personal feel working with one to one consulting and designing prototypes.

Why do you want to stop working for other people?
I want a flexible lifestyle where I can travel a lot and build up something of my own. I hate the sense of dependency that comes from working for someone else.

Have you gotten started in your own business?
Yes! Although I am currently employed I have the essential infrastructure in place, I have a registered company, a website and an income stream from App store sales.

I am learning more about the tax and legal aspects of owning a business. I am still deciding on a company logo.

How much more or less money do you expect to make than you do as an employee?
I have an engineer’s salary as an employee. I have faith in myself to possibly be wealthier and have a flexible lifestyle working for myself in the future.

Do you consider yourself to be financially stable?
Not really but I would rather have a skill set and knowledge that’s very valuable as collateral.

Do you have health insurance?
Yes, through my current employer.

How specifically do you look for new work?
I am really looking for inspiration & new ideas, but I post ads on Craiglist and Facebook. I exhibit at fairs (3 time World Maker Faire exhibitor!) and word of mouth.

Are the people around you supportive or dismissive?
I really do this alone for myself. I get a lot of dismissiveness but I have a lot of confidence in myself.

Do you continually need to explain why you’re doing what you do?
I stop explaining it to people because they will never understand the logic.

Are you optimistic about your next steps?
Always. I am pursuing a Masters degree in computer engineering to help give me more credibility, growth and to bring in new ideas.

Link to Kerron’s company Silent Knight Systems, LLC

 Posted by at 6:10 pm
Sep 052012
 

My name is Paul Huber.  A few years ago I started “electricalfun.com”. The mission statement is: “A place for fun, learning, and exploration in the world of electricity and its technologies”. So far it’s been fun, scary, hard, and rewarding, and I’m still just getting started. It’s an adventure I’m happy to share!

What did you do for work in your last job?
I helped operate a family owned electrical contracting business. My father started the business in 1954 and I worked as a full-time electrician in the company from about 1982 on. Even before that, however, I was involved part-time since it was run out of our house. Some years later my father retired and I became president. A few years after that my sister came to work with me and it became a type of partnership arrangement.

When did you leave?
Technically in 2007. It was actually a gradual type of departure though. Because of the way I was involved in the operations there were still some ongoing matters that I needed to continue to help with.

Are you passionate about what you do?
Absolutely! I’ve always loved science and electrical technology. I enjoyed working with it in the contracting business and I have even more freedom to explore it now. I grew up watching scientists like Jacques Cousteau and Dr. Carl Sagan on TV. Their shows fascinated me and they were my heroes because they empowered people with knowledge and understanding of things. The work I’m doing now allows me to communicate with people like that by phone and e-mail, and at times it feels a little surrealistic – like more dream than reality. This Fall I’ll be taking that further with online video interviews and other video ideas. It’s impossible not to be passionate about that.

What pushed you to change jobs?
For the most part I enjoyed my previous occupation. The jobs we were contracted to do were always changing, I was always working with electricity, and there were constant engineering and logistic challenges to overcome – it was never boring.

The business problems of contracting, however, are constant and wear on you over time. I had been doing it for decades – literally – and the stress of that started to accumulate. The deciding point came when I noticed it affecting my health.

I was in my forties then and you become more aware of your mortality and questions of what you want to do with the rest of your life.

For a long time I had thought about starting something completely new, from a blank piece of paper. I liked the idea of being in a family business but I also wanted to do something that was completely my own idea. Although the health issues were actually minor, they were enough to be a catalyst for making that leap of faith. I knew that if I didn’t go for it then that I probably never would, and I didn’t want to live with those regrets later in life.

When you left your old job how did you feel?
There was some relief but there was also a little sadness. I tend to be nostalgic and I missed working with those people. It was a relatively small company and we were like a family. A dysfunctional one at times but a family nonetheless. 🙂

Have you gotten emotional support or do people wonder why you don’t have a real job?
Both. When I decided on starting a new career the idea of “electricalfun.com” immediately popped into my head. I sent an e-mail to my girlfriend right away asking her what she thought of the idea and she quickly responded back that she loved it. That was all the reassurance that I needed. I imagine she’s had worries and moments of doubt since then, but she never expressed any and has been 100% supportive all along. That’s crucial. I would have stuck with it anyway but it would have been tremendously more difficult without that support.

As far as doubters: there’s been some but not too many. Shortly into it my father told me that he really liked my site but questioned how I’d make a living with it. Some weeks later he was out and ran into a few business people that he respected. They told him that they’d seen my site and said that it could become worth a lot of money. He proudly shared the story with me and never doubted since then. Other people have asked questions or made comments that suggested doubt but I don’t pay much attention to that. What matters is that I have confidence in myself and what I’m doing.

Do you consider yourself financially stable?
The short, honest answer to that would still be no. I’ve been able to pay my bills but my definition of “financially stable” is pretty conservative and I don’t have the comfort margin that I’d like. Oddly, I think that’s a good thing because it keeps you on your toes. One of my favorite books is “Only the Paranoid Survive” by Andy Grove, Intel’s past CEO. He’s a brilliant man and he does a great job pointing out the benefits of being a little nervous and worried.

Comfort leads to complacency.

Do you have your own health insurance?
No. Fortunately I’m in good health right now and don’t need any care, but I know that’s risky and I plan on doing something about that in the next year.

How much time do you spend working and what do you spend that time doing?
Every day that’s a fresh question. I get up and start my workday about the same time as most people, but at this stage it’s still a mission more than a set of tasks. You could say the site and business model are still in a state of invention. My revenue comes from advertising and to build that I need to create something of increasing interest and value to my visitors. So the daily question is “what will make that happen,” and that’s what determines what I’ll work on that day. As far as how much time: it’s currently most of the day; that’s morning until night.

What have been the biggest challenges with your new business?
Coming up with the name – electricalfun.com – was easy. I loved electricity and I wanted my new business to be fun. The functional details of that were the hard part. I had to teach myself web development because I couldn’t afford to hire anybody, but beyond that, I didn’t even know what the site was going to be.

Yeah, it was a leap of faith for sure!

I started with a few simple articles about things that interested me but I quickly realized that competing for visitors among thousands/millions of other web sites was going to be a lot harder than I thought. I had some small financial assets to pay the bills with but that was burning away quickly and I knew I wouldn’t reach my revenue goal in time. There were a lot of gut-check moments where you have to stay mentally committed to the dream you’ve chosen.

I would say that having determination and perseverance are the biggest challenges for most new entrepreneurs, since they’re what overcome all the other problems you’ll have. Sometimes you can get lucky; things line up just right and success comes easy, but more often than not it will be harder and take longer than you thought, and you better be prepared and not quit. Some time ago I was listening to my clock radio in the morning and the host was interviewing a popular music star. He said; “You’ve really become quite an overnight sensation!” The musician responded; “Yeah, I’ve spent the last ten years becoming an overnight sensation.” That really stuck with me!

Glad you chose this path or do you wish you could go back in time?
I’m very glad and have no regrets whatsoever. That I can honestly say that seems a little strange actually. I think most people tend to second-guess their major decisions, and I have on a lot of mine, but not this one.

Check out Paul Huber’s website and be sure to check his site in a few months for videos!

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 Posted by at 12:00 pm
Aug 242012
 

This is Scott Gibson, 43 years old and father of three boys. I run my own design studio in Highland, NY fabricating, designing, importing and distributing products. My job title in Europe might be Miller or Millman, but here in US there seems to be no clear classication for what I do. I design and build things, and help others do the same with new and emerging technology. I like to think of what I work on as bridging art and industry. I find American titles like “jack of all trades” demeaning, and like it when people put their own title to my pursuits. My favorite this year has been IDEA SMITH.

Can you tell us a little bit about the kind of projects you work on?
I am a gun for hire, I have had 4 separate bosses in 12 months but work for myself. My last endeavor included market research for ceramic metal engineers finding market applications for a new material they developed. I spend alot of time trying to simplify what engineers complicate for the general public. I don’t like talking about what I do because of Non Disclosure agreements, but I can tell you I have to have 4 irons in the fire at once just to manage the delays that occur and are outside of my control.

Working for yourself is way more efficient then working inside a collective, once you know what you’re doing. But figuring that out by yourself is brutal and if you don’t get outside input you can get paralyzed by second guessing yourself.

It is quite a paradox, but I like those.

What actually pays the bills?
If I told people what work pays my bills they’d go after it, sorry. But if you have a problem I can help you solve it…..:)

Do you consider yourself financially stable?
“Financial Stability” to me refers to balance, is my scope of work well balanced yes, therefore I would say it’s financially stable. Is it secure… security means a level of control and I don’t think many self employed people really have a high level of control over their marketplace. I could be wrong but it seems to me our control is down to whether we get out of bed and get done what needs to be done without someone else telling us what to do.

Are you passionate about what you do?
I am extremely passionate about my projects, and at times feel like I am channeling outside forces and just trying to catch a ride. it can lead to extreme manic behavior and I often balance work with complete days of shut down. There is no 9-5, 5 day a week schedule, when it’s on it’s on, and when my brain shuts down, I am on the couch or working a European schedule with lots of naps.

How did you get started in your own business?
I got started designing and then making wallets for cell phones in 1995, using experience as a sewing machine mechanic along with my design degree. I rode the wave, built up a small Made in USA factory , took it offshore, brought it back, and I am still distubuting a House brand for adventure cycling and racing called Wingnut. I still love to cut and sew and consider myself a patternmaker first.

Do others support you emotionally or are they always asking you to get a “real” job?
My wife is a saint and believes in what I do, there are lots of discussions about getting a real job, and I am looking for ways to that, but it takes time and until I figure it out, or find the right synergy with current clients, the projects keep coming in and back packs keep going out.

Do you have health insurance and if so, who pays for it?
My health insurance is through my wife’s job.

What do you think about the path you’ve chosen after so many years at it?
I would not have changed my path except to have had more confidence in my side ideas early on and established a plan B or partime work that facilitated my interests.

At 43 with kids heading towards college the pursuit is somewhat irresponsible and financially turbulent and I am only as good as my last project. I work at this all the time.

You can read more about Scott Gibson’s pursuits at EcoPioneer and New Sun Productions

 Posted by at 9:00 am
Aug 222012
 

My name is Dave Vandenbout, but at least one person calls me Egbert. I’m 56 years old. I’m one of the original founders of X Engineering Software Systems Corp. (XESS) and now the sole remaining employee. My focus with XESS is on building low-cost, powerful and open FPGA systems for engineers, students and hobbyists. I’ve been pulling this plow full-time since 1994 (except for a nine-month contracting stint with ABB back in ’97).

What did you do for work in your last full time/part time job?
My first and last corporate job was with AT&T Bell Laboratories from 1978 until 1983. I did several things while I was there: designed telephones, wrote 6801 firmware for video terminals, tested crystal oscillators for temperature drift, wrote test vectors for ASICs, etc.

(I also used to hide in the company library and write games for the Commodore 64, but don’t tell anybody.)

Over the five years I worked there, no project I was involved with ever survived the internecine corporate power struggles and made it out to an actual customer. So I left.

After that, I got my PhD and then became an assistant professor at NCSU from 1987 through 1993. My academic research foci were using neural networks for combinatorial problems, computer architectures for tomography, and rapid prototyping using FPGAs. After publishing 45 papers over that span, I decided the job required too much talking about what I wanted to do and very little doing of what I wanted to do. So I left.

What are your passions?
I don’t really believe in that whole passion thing. If you look back at the romantic relationships you’ve had, most of those people you wouldn’t want to see ever again (especially if they’re coming out of a pawnshop with their new handgun). Passion seems to lead to short-term happiness that comes to a sudden and noisy end.

I concentrate more on achieving fulfillment. I try to build things that others will find useful enough to pay for. Then I hope they take something I’ve built and do something really great with it. I like that because it’s external and tangible: I did something that somebody else wanted and, as a result, the world got a little bit better. (Unless they take something of mine and build a bomb with it, but I try not to spend time obsessing about that.)

As part of making those things others find useful, I do a lot of FPGA design (primarily VHDL), schematic drawing, PCB layout, simulation, interfacing with manufacturers and assemblers, writing documentation and tutorials, etc. Of all those things, I think I like PCB layout the best with all the placing and fitting of components and wires into a small area while meeting the various requirements. It’s like a jigsaw puzzle. But, really, I enjoy all these activities, even the logistics of getting something manufactured and paid for. If you look closely enough, everything has a puzzle inside it waiting to be figured out.

Are you making a living doing your passion?
There’s that passion word again. It’s starting to creep me out a bit.

Sophi: oops

I’ve had big years and small years with XESS. There’s usually enough money flowing or stored up so that I’ve only had to go outside once in eighteen years and do some contracting work. So I guess you could say I’m making a living from it.

I think it helps that I have a pretty austere lifestyle regardless of the income. Someone once came by and asked my next-door neighbor who to contact about renting my house because “Nobody is living there. It’s empty.” She replied: “He has simple needs.”

How much time do you spend in your dream work life?
I guess I spend 100% of my time doing my dream job, maybe because I’ve seen how bad other jobs can be. I don’t have to work in the heat and get my hands all beaten-up like a bricklayer. I don’t have to put in obscene hours on projects that get cancelled right before reaching completion because someone in the chain-of-command fell out of favor in some political infighting. I don’t have to spend all my time writing proposals about what I want to do so I can get funding to hire students to do what I wanted to do so I can write another proposal about what I want to do next.

Instead, I get to figure out what others want, figure out how to get it built, and then deliver it. That seems to be the best job I could dream of.

That’s not to say everything is good about it. I once had a toll-free phone line that was one digit off from the number for 1-800-LAWYERS. I was always getting phone calls on Saturday night from jailed drunks wanting a lawyer to handle their case. I told one of them that “the problem with our country is that it’s easier for some people to hire a lawyer than to spell it.”

And I’ve been ripped-off by some customers over the years, like anyone who sells stuff over the Internet. But they’re relatively few and far outweighed by the number of good customers I have. They’re really what makes the job worthwhile. I’m like a plow horse that spends all day making furrows in the soil. It’s up to my good customers to come along and plant the seeds that will make something grow.

In the end my business is all about them; my products don’t even make any sense without my customers using them to realize their own designs.

Do you have a financial trust fund that supports you?
No. I’m more like a financial trust fund that supports others, like my ex-wife.

I count on the good years and a simple lifestyle to get me through the bad years. If that doesn’t work, then hopefully I’ll be resilient and adaptable enough to get through whatever comes.

How did your business get started?
Some other faculty members at NCSU and I formed XESS in 1990 to develop a spreadsheet program for scientific workstations (Excel wasn’t even in the ballgame back then). We did it on the side while keeping our day jobs, and we signed a contract with a software company to market our stuff.

Well, the software marketers were pretty incompetent in terms of getting our program noticed, much less sold. And then we had the recession in the early ’90s that pretty much ended faculty pay raises. I was pretty much burned out on the whole paper-publishing / student-advising thing any way. So I said “If I’m going to not make money, I might as well not make money while doing something I like.” So I quit and started working consulting gigs through XESS while also trying to market our spreadsheet software. Eventually, the spreadsheet program was sold off, the other guys sold out to me, and I took over the company as the single remaining employee. The consulting work eventually morphed into designing and producing FPGA boards, and that’s the way it remains today.

Describe how you felt when you stopped working for other people.
Quitting a job is great! It’s like parking your piece-of-shit car on the side of the road, taking off the license plates, and walking away. Whatever problems it caused in the past, it sure isn’t going to be causing any problems for you in the future.

But after that, you’re confronted with making decisions about what your goal is, what resources are needed to get there, what obstacles will be in the way, and what happens if there isn’t anything worthwhile there when you reach it?

So you’re in a situation where you have sole responsibility for a lot of decisions, but you also have the authority to make those decisions. As a result of those decisions, you’ll have some days when $70K of new contracts hit all at once, and other days when you have to take $5K of defective boards out to a landfill and run over them with a bulldozer. After a while, you get used to it.

Do others support you emotionally or are they always asking you to get a “real” job?
I’ve been doing this for so long that most people like that have drifted away or died.

Do you continually need to explain why you’re doing what you do?
I think if people know you’re an engineer but you’re not asking them for a loan or anything, they’re usually pretty happy to remain willfully ignorant about what you do and why you do it.

Do people around you tell you that they wish they could do it too?
No, not really. By the time you reach my age, most of them have made their decisions one way or the other and either can’t or won’t change their current situation. Or they’re retired.

How do you support yourself financially?
I design FPGA boards. Then I have them manufactured. Then people buy them. Then I take their money and give it to my suppliers, my government, and my ex-wife. It’s quite simple, really.

Do you consider yourself financially stable or not?
That’s not even a question I ask anymore, because stability is pretty much an illusion. If you think you’re stable, that’s probably because you’re in a temporary null spot where two very large waves just happen to cancel each other out. The world can change on a dime and take you right along with it, no matter how much money you have. The only thing I can do is try to be adaptable and resilient when those changes occur.

Of more importance than money might be a well-connected social network to provide you with opportunities and support. As the old Soviets used to say: “Better a hundred friends than a hundred rubles.”

Do you have health insurance and if so, who pays for it?
I’ve had health insurance since I went full-time with XESS in 1994. I estimate that over $175K has vanished down that rat-hole since then.

Currently, the health insurance for me and my ex-wife has an approximate yearly cost that’s equivalent to buying a new, low-end car. Except it’s a car that you only drive occasionally on small trips to places you don’t want to go, like Broken Bone Beach or Influenza Fjords. If you’re really unlucky, you might also get to take an expensive road trip to someplace like Kidney Stone Park.

Finally, after paying the car off in twelve months, it vanishes from your driveway and is never seen again! So you buy another one. For 10% more. Forever and ever.

That’s what health insurance is like, and every indicator says that it won’t be getting any better. Currently, the only way to get reasonable-cost health care is to be young. So stay young for as long as you can!

How much time do you spend looking for business?
When you’re a one-person company, the answer defaults to 100% because you can see a business reason for everything you do. Why am I designing a new board? To get more customers. Why am I writing documentation? Because customers require it before they’ll purchase. Why am I writing a book? To introduce people to FPGAs so they might become future customers.

Now this isn’t to say I don’t enjoy the things I do or that I wouldn’t do these things unless money was involved. I’m just pointing out that everything done in my company has an impact on finding and keeping customers.

Now if you’re using “looking for business” to mean making cold calls, writing proposals, etc., then I don’t really do much of that at all. I’m mainly trying to provide good products and support to my customers and relying on word-of-mouth and the standard web interfaces (e.g., blogs, Twitter) to get new customers.

Are you glad you chose this path or do you wish you could go back in time?
I’m glad that I can’t go back in time and edit my life to smooth out the rough patches! I think the best parts of me were brought out by the worst times for me. Sometimes the best gifts come wrapped in black.

As for the decision to go into business for myself, I don’t think it’s had a major effect on my life. Good and bad things happen to you regardless of your employment situation. What it does do is amplify your life: you have more opportunities to benefit from the good things, and a higher probability of being rolled-over by the bad things. Overall, you have more responsibility for your life, but also more control over it. And, from what I’ve read, having a sense of control is the most important thing for being happy at work (and maybe in general, too).

Back in the ’80s, I asked my then wife: “In life, you’re the hammer or the nail. Which one are you?” She replied: “Neither. I think life has more possibilities than that.” So when times get bumpy, I always remember life has more possibilities than that.

See more about Dave Vandenbout’s business, XESS here or follow him on Twitter @devbisme